I am running away from reality, as fast as i could.
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.
Monday, November 8, 2010

How to love ? Let me share with u the way ;D

  1. SAY IT ! - when u say the three words 'I ove you' they shoul carry with them the disire to show someone that you love them, not what u simply want to feel.
  2. EXPECT NOTHING ON RETURN ! - when u love somebody, does'nt meant they would do the same thing. everybody has their own feelings !
  3. WAKE UP HUNNY ! REALIZE IT CAN BE LOST ! - when we love somebody, we live for them. when they go, I know it is hard ! we cannot forget someone easily. but , just let the people that left us. there are no used to think about it anymore. we cant ask them to return back ryte ? ;]
  4. NEVER STOP LOVING ! - even if they hurt u.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

0001. I’ll reach for your hand in the cold of winter, I’ll reach for your hand in the heat of summer. But if my short life can’t reach the dawn of spring, I promise, in heaven, I’ll reach you with my wings.

0002. If you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love.

0003. I know your life can go on without me, that you can be happy without me, that you can survive without me. But even if you turn me away, I will still choose to stay with you and be your sweetest stranger forever.

0004. I don’t know why I keep on loving you despite the fact that I’ll get hurt again just like before. I never learn cause I don’t want to. Not now when I’m still strong to fall for you over and over again.

0005. If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder, hold you close to me and answer with a smile, “Like this.”

0006. There’s a love that only you can give, a smile that only your lips can show, a twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes and my life that only you can complete.

0007. You’re one of the people I never asked from God but still, He gave you to me. I asked Him why, He said, “Because he can fill your life like no one else can.”

0008. If I can just make everything fall where it should be, I would. If I could make life better for you, I would. But I can’t. All I can do is to let you know that mine has been better because of you.

0009. When I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die.

0010. Death scares the hell out of me. I don’t wanna die knowing that you’ll cry over me but if death means watching over you and being with you, I might as well take my life just for you.

0011. Would you believe me if I tell you that I love you so much? Actually, I’d prefer it if you won’t. Why? So that I can spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I do.

0012. We spend most of our time talking about nothing but I just want to let you know that all these nothings mean so much more to me than so many somethings.

0013. I asked God why life’s like this. He gave me no answer. I asked why I’m still here. Again, He gave me no answer. I asked why I met you. He smiled and said, “So there’d be a reason for everything else.”

0014. Someone told me that there really is such thing as magic. I never believed in that till I saw your smile and felt your touch. Then I realized you’re the only magical thing on earth who could turn this world into paradise.

0015. I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you’re lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.

0016. I don’t regret the rain or the nights I felt the pain or the tears I had to cry some of those times along the way. For every road I had to take, every time my heart would break, it was just something I had to do to get me to you.

0017. I miss you when there’s no reason to, how much more if there was? I miss you when we talk, how much more if we don’t? I miss you after we’re together, how much more if I see you never? I love you now, how much more later?

0018. If lightning strikes, I’d cover my heart so when it hits me, I’d fall happily knowing I protected you. Cause I spared the place where you have always been.

0019. I’d rather be blind than not see you. I’d rather be deaf than not hear from you. I’d rather lose my voice than not say this to you, that I’d rather lose my heart than not love you.

0020. When I go to heaven and you’re not there, I’ll wait for you by the golden stair. If you’re not there by judgement day, I know you went the other way. And to prove my love is true, I’d go to hell to be with you.

0021. I have searched in places, I’ve waited for years, I’ve taken all the chances, I’ve cried so many tears, I’ve seen so many faces, I’ve hid a lot of fears until my heart stopped searching cause you’re already here.

0022. You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand. Even in betrayal, I trust. Even in fear of pain, I love.

0023. I’m holding on to the thought that you’re not mine. I’m going to look you in the eye, smile and say, “You’re not mine.” Then I’ll walk away, turn around at the last moment and say, “But I wish you were.”

0024. When I look at the world and there’s so much pain and anger, mistakes and failures, I just look at the sky and think God’s still good cause he gave me someone like you that tells me, “Angels are still around.”

0025. Everytime you cry a tear, my heart cries along. But you’ll never know cause I wouldn’t tell. Everytime you’re hurt, I’m hurt too. Cause that’s what love is for and I love you.

0026. It would be the loneliest feeling standing cold under the rain all alone. But if you were there hugging me tight, just right there by my side, then I hope it rains for the rest of my life.

0027. H-R-T? What would you add to these letters? EA or U? EA you get heart, U you get hurt. Now, what would you pick? Well, I would pick U because it’s better to get hurt than have a heart without U.

0028. Within you, I lost myself. Without you, I found myself wanting to be lost again.

0029. Why do I text you? It’s my choice. It’s my way of saying I remember you. Why do I remember you? It’s my choice. It proves that I care. Why do I care? I don’t know. It’s not my choice but my heart’s.

0030. If you think I’m looking at you, staring at you or giving you the eye, I am because I’m trying to see if you have wings. My mother told me all angels have them.

0031. I never intended to be the most important person in your life, that’s just too much to ask. But I do hope that I’d cross your mind and you’d smile thinking that I touched your life in a special way.

0032. We came together underneath the stars above. What started out as liking soon turned into love. I sensed a certain something in my heart that was true. I know I waited all my life to fall in love with you.

0033. If I’ll die tom, you know what I’ll do? I’d spend 23 hours with you. You may ask and think about the last hour. You know what? I’d spend it looking for a person who will love you the way I do.

0034. The reason why I met you is destiny but if destiny will suggest that I live without you, I’ll live not by destiny but of free will.

0035. Don’t stop your tears from falling, I’m here to wipe them dry, here to stop the hurting whenever someone says goodbye. I may not be the person to make the hurting end but I’d do anything to never see you hurt again.

0036. I don’t need someone who’ll just be there, I need someone who’ll be there holding me and sincerely caring for me till God takes my last breath. So do I make sense if I tell you I need you?

0037. If goodbye will be the last word I have to say before I die, I wouldn’t let it be spoken. I’d rather die than to say goodbye to a person that I don’t want to give up even after eternal life.

0038. When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I’ll take your hand, wipe away your tears, take you for a walk and remind you how special you are. If not for them, for me.

0039. I wish I could be with you every night, watch you fall asleep and kiss you goodnight. When I get to heaven, I know just what to do. I’ll spend eternity watching over you.

0040. I asked a friend what love is, he told me it’s when you can’t stop thinking of him and when the thought of him makes you smile. When I met you, I told myself, “This must be it.”

0041. So many of us either fear tomorrow or regret yesterday. Me? I won’t fear tomorrow if I’d get to be with you. And I don’t regret yesterday cause one yesterday, I met you.

0042. If I were deaf, I’ll hear your laughter through your smile. If I were mute, I’ll speak to you through your eyes. If I were blind, I’ll see you through your touch. I can live without my senses but life won’t make sense without you.

0043. I’ll walk with you through the desert heat, I’ll climb the mountain’s highest peak, I’ll swim forever in the deepest sea just to prove to you that you mean life to me.

0044. One day, we might forget the people that once came to our lives. But I know that when that day comes, I won’t forget you. Cause you didn’t just come into my life, you became a part of it.

0045. I often catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, your voice and touch. Damn this life! I’m missing you too much.

0046. Cookie Monster said, “Sometimes me think what is love. And then me think love is what last chocolate cookie is for. Me give up the last chocolate cookie for you.”

0047. One day you’ll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I’ll say, “Of course, my life.” And you’ll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life.

0048. When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

0049. I had a bad dream. They cut off my feet, I crawled towards you. They ripped my tongue, I cried in pain for your name. They took my heart away and I died. But my love for you remained.

0050. You’re all I need beside me, girl. You’re all I need to turn my world. You’re all I need inside my heart. You’re all I need when we’re apart. All I need is you to believe all that I need is you.

0051. If you’re leaving, take me with you. If you’re running away, take me too. If you’re jumping off, hold my hand as you do. I love life but it’s worth losing if I lose it with you.

0052. I want to scream, I want to shout, I want to have faith and never doubt. I want to bend, I want to break, to sleep and never wake, to break down walls and to escape, be alone and hide my face. I want to feel, I want to touch, I want to stop wanting you so much.

0053. It’s not true that the perception of an angel is someone who wears white dress and with wings. Instead, they look exactly like us. If you don’t want to believe me, look in front of a mirror and there, you’ll see my angel.

0054. Need I say I care when you see I really do? Need I say I love you when life to me is you? Need I say I need you when I mean everything I do? Need I say the words? Just tell me and I’d say them all for you.

0055. If there will be a time you think you miss me, don’t think about it. Instead, try to feel it with your heart. You’ll find out that you don’t miss me at all. Cause you’ll know better, that I never left you.

0056. I love you but you make me cry, you hurt me and make me feel stupid. But you know why I hold on? Cause I know I’ll be crying harder, get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go.

Friday, October 22, 2010

WUWU . saya sakit . demam ;[

lama dah x update blog ne kn ? b'habuk dah ;D
many story that I want to share with u guys . but , I'm rly dizzy now -.-

3 nov : exam ! fuhh ~ I hope I can do the best .
20102010 : best sngat hari tue ;D bnyak pngalaman . hhe ;D

GOD ! please show me the way . ;']

I wanna kick u . auch ! ;pp

blablabla , what I'm talking about ne ? adeyh ~

keyy lahr , thats all . tata ;D

Sunday, September 12, 2010

What a girl wants to hear ?

Girl : Thanks for the fun day :]
Boy : No problem
Girl : Can I ask u a few questions ?
Boy : Sure o.o
Girl : And . . .be honest .
Girl : ever I crossed your mind ?
Boy : No
Girl : Do U like me ?
Boy : No
Girl : Do U want me ?
Boy : No
Girl : Would U cry if I left ?
Boy : No
Girl : Would U live for me ?
Boy : No
Girl : Would U do anything for me ?
Boy : No
Girl : Choose me or your life ?
Boy : my life

The girl run away in shock depression .
The boy run after her and told her . .

The reason u never crossed my mind because : U ALWAYS IN MY MIND
The reason why I dont like u because : I LOVE U
The reason I dont want U because : I NEED U
The reason why I wouldnt cry if U left because : I'LL DIE IF U LEFT
The reason why I dont want to live for U because : I WOULD DIE FOR U
The reason Im not willing to do anything for U because : I'LL DO EVERYTHING FOR U
The reason I choose my life is because : U ARE MY LIFE


Friday, September 10, 2010

A boy is planning to ask his austistic girlfriend her hand for marriage .

Being her usual self , jolly and childish , she was asked by the guy .

"will u marry me?"

The girl just laughed ,looked at the guy and said . . .

"Are u crazy ? All i wanted is to marry spongebob"

Dissapointed ,he looked at the girl and cried infront her .

The girl seeing his tears , wiped them and asked . .

"Would u be my spongebob?"

:'[ oh - my - gee (sooo sweettt)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

D pagi raya :]

I'm wearing 'kebaya' today :]

My father and mother :]

I dont know why . aq x rasa best ntuk raya taun ne .
mmg bnyak duit raya yg aq dpat . tp , mcm ada smethings wrong .
ergghhh !

byla maw braya d rmah org ne ? adeyhh ~
bowinks larr d rumah :[
ptut larr xda feel HARI RAYA :[

lalalala ~
x taw mw post apa agi . ahha xD

apa2 pn : ENJOY UR RAYA KEYY ?!! :D

Selamat hari raya Aidilfitri . Maaf zahir dan batin .
10 jari dsusun memohon ampun dan maaf jika ada silap dan salah .
Sudah mnjadi lumrah kehidupan , semua manusia tidak dapat lari dari melakukan kesilapan .
Maafkan daku atas kelemahan diriku ini .
Maaf jika :
-Tersilap kata
-TERsalah tingkah laku
-TERcubit hati anda
-TERsegala -galanya larr ! ehhe :D

semoga RAYA anda tahun ini adalah yg terbaik !

Monday, September 6, 2010

Perfect two <3
not the full lyric . just the part that I like :]

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

But I don't care as long as we're together
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather

Friday, September 3, 2010

I'm not RIHANNA . so , I hate the way you LIE :'[

I miss screamin' and fightin' and kissin' in the rain ,
and it's 2am , and I'm cursin' your name ,
You're so in love that u act insane and thats the way I lOVE yOU <3

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

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010910 <3

ts is my lucky day :]
I'm happy today .
hope tomorrow is a better day than today .
smile always :]

Friday, August 27, 2010

Awak tahu tak ? saya dah lama ada hati kat awak . .
saya nak luah . tapi , sya malu . . Nanti orang kata macam prigi pulak cari timba .
Banyak kali awak duga sya , . awak tahu tak btapa cmburunya sya bila tngok awak rapat dngan dia ?

apa awak mmang tak tahu kerr prasaan sya kat awak ?

minggu lalu , kita kluar bertiga , tapi awak asyik berkepit jer ngan dia . sya tahu sya tak pndai berborak sngat . tapi , kalau larr awak bleh dngar bsik hati sya .

awak prnah tnya sya 'pmpuan suka ape?'
sya jwab ' pmpuan suka bunga' .

sya ingatkan awak nak hadiahkan sya bunga . rupanya bukan sya . tapi dia . .

awak tnya sya lagi 'apa ciri2 lelaki idaman awak?'
smbil trsenyum sya jwab ' sya nak laki mcm awak'
awak ktawa . awak sngka sya bgurau . tp , x pe larhh . nak bwat mcm mna ?

satu hari awak tlefon sya . awak kata , awak dah jatuh cnta .
sya tnya ' dngan siapa?'
awak kata 'rhsia'
sya snyum tumpang gmbira . smoga awak bhagia d smping dia .

esok tu , awak ajak sya kluar lagi . dalam hati sya trtnya - tnya 'ujian apa pulak ne?'
awak snggah kdai emas , rupa - rupanya awak mntak sya tlong plihkan cincin prtunangan awak . Ya Allah , knapa larr awak tak habis2 nak duga sya . .

hari ni , hari prtunangan awak , maaf . sya tak dpat hadir sprti yg awak mahu .
ckup larr hati sya hncur slama ini . biar larr sya sndiriian d sini .

tba2 hnset sya b'bunyi . ada msg dari awak .apa lagi awak mahu ne ?!

eh . 'sila lihat kluar tngkap' .

tba2 awak dtang mmlamar sya .tkejut sya bukan kpalang , rasa nak ggur jntung ne . . sya tak tahu dah nak ckp apa .

kata org . stiap yg trjadi 2 ada hkmahnya . rupanya awak sngaja mnduga sya .
sjauh mna tngginya cnta sya . dan andai ini larr pengakhiran crita kyta .
hari ini , dan tika ini . sya nak bgitaw awak 'sya cntakan awak!'

waiting for your call <3


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